I Made My BedIt's time to acceptmy lot,to let go of myself-delusions,rose-colored pipe dreams.I must let go.Let my dreamsgo their wayas I go mine.
forgive and forgethe beggedher forgivenessand she promisedto give itas soon asshe forgothis name
a fine endyou founda new womanbefore evenour bed went coldnow youwant me todisappearquietly intothe woodworkbut like a hard death,some of usdont fadeso easy
rawtake back your pretty love wordstuck themunder yourtonguekiss me until my lips bloomwith bruisesscrape me rawwith yourblistering skinand scratchthis itch untilit bleeds
dissemblerwhen you sayyou dont need anyoneyoure a liar(we all need someone)what you really meanis that youdont need me
upbringingwe interpret eachothers silence asdisaffectionunaware thatweve both beentaught not tospeak untilspokento
tapped outtheir house of cards fallsfolding under the weight of fireless diamondsin a place where hearts are no longer wild
WakenI found youuncultureduncouthimpoliteuntil you took meinto your handswithout apologyand taught methat it was Iin need oflearning.
ThirstThrough interminable nights,I dreamed, visions that boiled away,leaving in their wake a raging rapacitythat could not be quenched.Then you came.Like rushing waters acrossbarren plains, riverbeds swellingwith the coming of spring,you covered me,sliding deeply into arid cracks,reclaiming lost ground, smoothingout the roughness of thatlong, hot summer.And you linger still,so I will drink youlike margaritas on a warm nightuntil Im so filled with you thatI can hold no more.
trust youre afraid to believe in mebut Im not like the others Im not a promisetied to a tumbleweed but a weighted word that will stay where its dropped
StillI once mournedthe loss of my heart,the stillness intowhich it fell,but I suppose itsfor the best,for were it tostart beating againnow,I would surely bleed out like a slaughtered animal.
tomorrowI love youbut with or without you the sun will riseI will breathe the sweet air of morningand I will know love again
sugar is for suckersthey always tell hershes a sweet womanlet her melt slowly likesugar cubes on their tonguesuntil she disappearsa sweet confectionsoon consumedbefore they moveon to otherrefreshmentbut shes finally learnedthe next man will findher so sour that his lips will puckerwhen they touch her skinlike a child with a greenapple lollipophis mouth will curl intoreadiness for kisses so bitter with salt and gallthat he will find himself unableto resist
driftonce, I believedI could do anything,bend life tomy willbut years heavywith regrethave taught meotherwiseso I will putdown my oars,lie back inmy boatand go wherethe tides willtake me
distantwhen I envisionmy funeralmy skin foreverflushed abovesedate blue cottonresting on the whitesilk lining of my cherry coffinI imagine youslipping in andsitting on theback rowblending inwith the plainbrown pewsyour eyes dark,unrevealingalways approaching,never to arrive
Cliched Everything I would say about you has already been said tired clichés about infatuation, bewitchment, love hackneyed phrases that make adults roll their eyes and teenagers gag. But such feelings yet exist, and if I had a magic wand, I would wave it over worn love sayings and make them disappear, so I could write them all again for you.
poeticahandle me gently like a volume of Donne, Keats, Shakespeareturn my pages slowly your fingers drifting softly over my linesin long, rustling refrains our words whisper like aged foliostake me in your hands and Ill open to your favorite passageand we will make old poets sing
ScatteredI look for inspirationbut find none.The wordsfall acrossthe paper likelettered blocksscatteredby a childseager hand,all pattern lost,splintered in the searchfor meaning.
buffIll wear nothing to bed (yes, nothing) but my favorite perfume a spritz (here) a dab (there) then Ill give you all night to try (please, try)
So simple yet complicated...