Two Hearts

I've been torn for
a long while now.

Do I go and find
my happiness or

do I stay and
maintain theirs?

So long have I
fretted over this
question that
it has now become
part of my
    very flesh -

a physical
     sensation.

My heart jumps
      in fits and
          starts,
sometimes with
      such energy
that it feels as
    though I have
two hearts
     in there,
fighting
   each other.

Then again,
   I suppose
       I do.